God I haven't update in so long...
Well my mom found a maid job at an hotel and my dad is still looking and applying for jobs, heck even I applied for a job. But we're still down the shit hole and I'm hoping we get money from TCC(some place to help out natives...I think. I honestly don't know.) and pay for our power bill.
But um...I haven't been drawing or not like how I used to. I just lost interest for now. I mean that all these stressors at home and not having any friends to talk it out to. I just feel lost and depressed.
I can't say things will get better soon, I won't believe that who would say that to me. I been through a hell a lot since my last update. A bedbug infestation, several times of having nothing to eat and power outages. It's really hard to pretend that these things aren't really that bad and I'm fine.
I just don't know what to do right now.